Can't sleep (written at 4am)

I'm not crying I'm just thinking a lot and this is my hyper week (yes, bipolar, hypomanic, means I have lots of energy and can't sleep)...

I went to Christina's house and talked with her. I didn't want to leave but I had to go to church for kids fellowship.  Christina is so welcoming, she always makes lunch for me and talks to me in a way that makes me feel so comfortable.

Today we talked about what happened with Christos.  She was right all along.  He is not a Christian.  And she was right all along that I was idolizing relationship and needed to commit to not thinking about guys and not dating for one year.  So yeah I'm gonna do that.

I met her friend Julie and we talked about the Bible with her.  She was very interested.