Dear Martine,
I know it's hard for you to express your emotions right now and it's probably harder because Valentine's day is coming soon and Tommy sent you back your book and card today so you are thinking about him again, but listen... there was a reason for your breakup. It was for the best. He wasn't the right one for you, there were communication issues, culture barriers, it didn't start for the right reason, and he said he's going to Africa. You gotta let him go. Depressing yourself over the fact that you don't have a boyfriend is really not going to help you in any way.
Your future is in Almighty God's hands. Why worry? He knows the best for you. Looking back at the past won't change anything. You have to let it go. Who cares if Tommy or Selig don't love you? God does and your friends do. Isn't that more than enough?
You are not your past. You are not your disorder. You are a beautiful person, smart, caring, loved.
Your life is worth living. You need to keep pressing on. Don't lose hope. Life is not made of the mistakes you made , it is made of the dreams you take.
Time to move forward, honey. See yourself for who you really are. Those voices in your head or those feelings in your heart are not telling you the truth. You can do this. Trust me.
Love,
Martine
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Martine, thanks for sharing what's been on your heart these days. I will be praying for you. It's not easy going through things in the past that hurt...
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about voices in your head, I have those too. It's okay though, in the midst of those, God is there. He will help you to overcome, as you continue trusting in Him. You ARE beautiful, so loved, so pursued, so worthy in Christ's eyes. :)
*hugs*
Amen :)
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