Finally crying about it

It finally hit me today.  My heart is wounded.  I miss him and wish it could have worked out.  He was so good to me.  I questioned myself whether I am selfish to leave him.  But Christina and Golda told me I wasn't selfish.  It would have been selfish of me to hold on if I didn't see a future with him.  I never knew this would happen.

I can't even figure out what to type anymore.  I still love him.  Goodbye, Chris.