Too much to write about

My first ever sleepover at Thuy's house (or anyone else's house for that matter!).  We watched My Sassy Girl and I realized I'm a lot like that girl.  Because I feel that I always try to replace the old boyfriend with a new boyfriend, and then I end up falling for the new guy for who he is although I never really let go of the old guy.  And like the girl in the movie, I have overprotective parents, and need to sort out a lot of things.  I realized after watching the movie that I really needed to move on from old hurts and need to let fate work its work, although fate is also about building a bridge of chance to the one you love.

I feel like I still love Tommy.  Harold has great qualities and is an awesome candidate, but Tommy is the one I still love and hope to be with right now, especially because Harold isn't even interested in me as far as I know.  Anyways I will wait, and stay single until at least my birthday so that I can learn to love myself and be satisfied by myself with God.  I found out from Tommy's adopted brother Jean Renel (who also likes me by the way) that Tommy still loves me but just thinks things are way too complicated.

I gotta run to the gym. :P Update you more soon!