Loving you

I need my damn privacy

Tell me how can I stop my mom from looking over my shoulder at who I'm talking to on facebook, who I'm texting, without slapping her in the face?  I need my damn privacy.  I have to tell her exactly who I'm with every day, who the hell is driving me home, who my friends are, their phone numbers, etc. etc.  I'm gonna cut my sister and my mom off of facebook, I swear!!!!!



I will not make the same mistakes that you did
Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk ( and never got my G2, let my G1 expire and let it go to waste)
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I am afraid (of what ppl think , what you think, afraid that you would kick me out of the house)
I cannot cry, I am forced to fake a smile
My heart can't break when it wasn't even whole to start with
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

I'd be lying if I said that you're not on my mind...

ohh what'd you do to me? :)

21 Guns

I'm glad we can still be friends

I just talked to Christos and I'm thankful that we can still be friends.  He says he has no hard feelings and that he is not hurt, that he is fine now.  I now feel at peace knowing this.  He is an amazing man. 

Regrets

There are a lot of things I regret in this life, but the thing I regret most right now is hurting you.  You didn't deserve it, and I know I don't deserve to be forgiven.  I hope that one day you will forgive me, but if you don't I will understand.  I hope that your heart will heal and that you can be happy again soon. You deserve to be happy.  I'll always remember the way you smiled at me, and I hope you can be able to smile like that again.  I hope you understand that I never meant to hurt you.  I sincerely hope that one day we can be friends again, but if it's not possible, I'll just treasure the times we had.  I'll remember you as a man that I once loved.  Not just any man, but one of the most caring, generous, bravest, most loving people I have ever met.  I'll always remember how you unselfishly gave your support and your attention to me.  I'll remember and I'll still be thankful that I met you.  I know the word Sorry won't heal the hurts, but I truly am sorry.