Friday, November 26, 2010

A wish??


Lyrics | Taylor Swift lyrics - Mine lyrics

Soul Sisters ... I'm grateful for them.

That includes you! (unless ur a guy)

Possibly dedicated to Sunday afternoon's meeting

I love this song. We'll see what happens on Sunday, if this song relates to it in any way... yeah, this is weird but I SO identify with this song.


Thursday, November 25, 2010

It's only been 4 days?

Yup... It's only been 4 days since I last put something on my blog... and yet I feel like I've come such a long way. I keep on being reminded of the fleetingness of life these days. Life is short... Love much. Love your friends, your family, love with a faithful and everlasting love... not those fleeting kinds of love.

I was wondering to myself today whether I have fully let go of Sam or Adrian. I don't think the memories of Adrian will go away anytime soon, even though I don't romantically love him anymore. With him I was very deeply in love before and we had a superclose relationship so obviously the memories are hard to fade away.

With Sam I would say that I have been able to let go after the few weeks I had this month of almost no contact and less and less obsession over him with more and more focus on God instead. And so today I wondered if I had totally lost feelings for Sam. I don't know. Maybe there is still a hint of it... but in general I'm a free and independent woman now.

Being thankful has made me happier these days. Less stressed too. Thank God!

I gotta go. Grad picture to be taken tomorrow. I hope my hair looks ok... and also, i will be going to the prayer room... possibly with Jonathan Wong.

Sunday, November 21, 2010