I feel this for Christos

And I feel this for Chester Le outreach....

Good verse

But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold. My feet have closely followed his steps; I have kept to his way without turning aside. 

Job 23:10-11

Things I'm looking forward to

-seeing him (you can probably guess who this is)
-visiting Notre Dame and Oratoire de St. Joseph in Montreal
-skating in Montreal, if i can rent skates
-moving out in Sept and becoming independent
-getting my G2
-getting back into painting and drawing again
-outreach with Chester Le (hopefully build a team)
-getting a black attitude
-becoming hyper once again but this time controlling it
-writing a book about my bipolar disorder and how God taught me a lot through it
-swimming, going to the beach
-getting another tattoo, the one i originally wanted
-getting free money from the government
-being confident in myself

Loving you

I need my damn privacy

Tell me how can I stop my mom from looking over my shoulder at who I'm talking to on facebook, who I'm texting, without slapping her in the face?  I need my damn privacy.  I have to tell her exactly who I'm with every day, who the hell is driving me home, who my friends are, their phone numbers, etc. etc.  I'm gonna cut my sister and my mom off of facebook, I swear!!!!!



I will not make the same mistakes that you did
Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk ( and never got my G2, let my G1 expire and let it go to waste)
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I am afraid (of what ppl think , what you think, afraid that you would kick me out of the house)
I cannot cry, I am forced to fake a smile
My heart can't break when it wasn't even whole to start with
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

I'd be lying if I said that you're not on my mind...

ohh what'd you do to me? :)